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♥ Tuesday, 13 July 2010

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NANA here to update lo.

Sorry for the long wait. I got the superduper lazy feeling everyday. I just wanna spend all my free time sleeping away. But of course, its also because Im really very packed for this two weeks. Since the first day of school starts..

Yeah, talking abt school. I have shifted to the new campus located at Choa Chu Kang. Its a damn huge campus which combines of 5 other west zone schools together. We come together to form a College West. The huge campus was a mad pretty one with whatever facilites you can think of. Lols, haha. Im really fortunate enough to have a chance there, I appreciate that. The classroom was a total heaven for the students, at least definitely for me. Haha. Classrooms with air-cons, chairs with cushion & the mad classic new tables.

I would love to attend school everyday, BUT I dont love the projects & all! Its strangling me! Alright, I didnt want to start ranting away abt the project works again. Sick & tired of it, lols. Back to topic, school was great! We have got Each A Cup which is a bubble tea shop, Shop & Save, 7-11, 2 food courts, huge indoor court, swimming pool & many more. The school is filled with kinds & kinds of different faces. I said that, never can I finish looking at all those faces. Is really wayy too much. Lols, I guess Im looking into different ppl every each day. Haha. Anyway, I still love this new campus la (((:

Im having the Inter ITE Volleyball competition recently. I finished my games on monday. I can say that this is my last officially Volleyball match in my life already? & I really leave a badbadbad footprints for my Volleyball road. I did really badly on the crucial game. Its me who lost this game. We could have at least get a medal, but I ruined it all. Its really kind of a big blow to me. I have never once played to the extent that my tears are bursting out! In my volleyball years, I have never tear before. But this time round I couldnt take it. Because I really think that its my fault, if I were to do better we could have make it. Everyone else in the team played well except me.

Im feeling mad guilty even till now. Whenever those flashbacks came into my mind, it sucks. Coach mentioned that we really did well as what he expect but I guess this words are only for the rest. This is rather a big blow for me, no joke. My team mates really fight till the last min but still we couldnt make it. I really feel so upset.. But what to do, accept it. I didnt want to comfort myself by saying its all because of my sick. Its because Im not good enough & I disappoint everyone. Im sorry, real sorry.

But still, Lets support those who are in for the finals tomorrow! CW all the wayy la! Boys & girls, whack them flat. Take the gold medals & bring the others down! I WANT THE GOLD ONE! I want to be proud of you all & I know I can! So, 加油! =D

I got no medal no trophy. But I have Sweet Melody. My consolation prize..
Pardon me, I guess Im trying to comfort myself.

CW teams, you will be my forever.
Something that I will never forget about.
Thank you all.

I still hopes that
CW Volleyball team can shine bright every year!
My forever proud.

10:50 pm