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♥ Sunday, 31 January 2010

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Since a long time when I last post & is time for me to update lo.. Miss me? Im always the one missing people. Who is out there missing me?!?! Lols, haha. Okay la, as usual, Im here to rant.

Finally, I have clear the Super torture HRA proposal. & I hope that the proposal is smoothly handed up to teacher. But sad to say, theres still more to clear! Damn it. I really got no motivation whether to study or settle those projects. Damndamndamn. I really hate this. Initially, GPA of a 3.5 is a big motivation to maintain it & to do it all well for the rest of my ITE education. But wth is school sucks, super. I dont see the usual laughter that we used to have in school. I dont see usual co. we have in school. Furthermore, I dont see the motivation for me to go school. The usual clique I have in school is a total hell.

Really. Too much things happen. Everything change within this year of education, nah I should say that its not even a year. But yes, everything had happen. I saw lots of different faces of people. Those who I used to say they are howhowhow wonderful, isnt really that great. Its just one of the mask they use to face me. Thanks man, I learn alot. & lastly, THERES SCHOOL TOMORROW! Damn this, blahhhh.

& crap, I havent settle my new year clothes. Seems hard for me to get one shopping mate to accompany me. & I dont go shopping on my own, because I will feel lonely. In addition, the soft hearted me will get psycho easily. But I dont know.. I dont see any girlfriends around me anymore. Its damn disheartening for me to realise this. Seriously, I really do miss my secondary sch mates & everyevery thing. Im not mature enough to take all this thing yet. I used to have them all by my side, serving me like their little queen. But there not here anymore. All I have now is shit. I miss my girlfriends, I really do.

If you dont speak up, then people is going to take advantage of you. Its true. There are thousand kind of faces in one person. Its true. Im learning to see this one by one, seeing everyone's true colours. Its ugly, but I have to see them all.

& shit! I forget my date with my loves! Damn it. & the stupid me went to book my hair appointment with my hairdresser. I bet they going to screw me up when they see this. Lols, haha. But no worry, I will call back & change the appointment yeah? I hope I remember! haha! &&& Im thinking of cutting bangs! I told that asshole abt it, & he have been laughing throughout la. Shitshitshit him. He bangs me everywhere. End up I told him, he is more suitable for bangs la. LIKE GIRL WHAT. What a thai pig girl uhs? Lols, haha!

Okay, photos! I guess I have to start cam whore again. No photos of me! Chey!

JiaHao's, Raymond's & NANA's Doing! LOL.

The neglected dog..

I beg you cant see this. So forget it, I just post one of Angjiajie's doing will do.

My newest edit, whahahha!

Love is never pretty.

10:03 pm

♥ Saturday, 23 January 2010

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Im here to rant again.

But first, Congrats to AngJiaJie on passing his TP today! Yes, he pass his TP! He is going to drive me around now! Yesyesyes! Lols, hahaha.

Ah bui has been very moody recently, I don know why. But my heart aches when I see her in this state. I dont know what I can do to make her feel better. I tried buying her tibits, but still I see the sadness there. She tend to seek attention from us. I guess she is bored when shes all alone now without bobby & sweetie. & we all are busy with our stuff, might have neglect her in some ways. But I try my best to give her my fullest attention, still, its not enough. I almost burst into tears again. I couldnt afford to have anything happen to her. Lastly, I miss Bobby & Sweetie also ):

Chinese New Year is around the corner. Most importantly, New year clothes! Havent got the chance to have my crazy shopping. So far, I only got one dress for it. Damn saddening, I need more shopping day! Spring cleaning! Got to start packing & tidy my messy room! Got to start wiping here & there throwing this & that already. Hell lazy, but I have to find one day to settle this. Damn it, Can I have extra time? Assassass!

F-ing stress over my sch work & definitely the peers, Damn it. I didnt want to spell everything out, but to me it sucks. Tons of deadlines to meet & everything requires lot of work to be done. Will be listing out my deadlines.

25th Jan - Service Excellence Mock Test.
29th Jan - Human Resource Administration Proposal Report.
9th Feb - Life Skills Project 1 Presentation.
9th Feb - Service Excellence Role Play.
? Feb - Life Skills Project 2
17th Feb - Writing For Business Report
18th Feb - Human Resource Administration Mock Test.
19th Feb - Service Excellence Mock Test.

Whats more? All the mock test involves in memorizing work, testing the whole textbook of the subject. All project works involves in research, wide research. All these need times. Where to find the time? Chinese New Year is around the time also. Damn it. How am I suppose to enjoy my Chinese New Year? )))):

3:21 am

♥ Thursday, 21 January 2010

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Wondering why Im still blogging at this hour? When theres school tomorrow.

Yes, because I receive complains already. Lols, haha. My blog is dead uhs? Okkay, Im here to make it alive again yeah? & also is because I got to wait for the thai pig to finish bathing & what hand wash his clothes? I dont know what he is talking la, forget it la. Meanwhile, I just update this rot blog. But seriously, I dont know what should I start blogging about! Because life for me now is schoolschool & school. With the forever peer pressures & those tests projects exams.

Mayb I should start with greeting my papa - Happy birthday! Yesyes, papa birthday falls on the wednesday. We have an early celebration for him on last sunday. Steamboat together with our usual co. I guess papa is very happy regarding the celebration, surprised one. Lols, hahah. Hopefully he can smile all his life off, stay happy. & of course, stay healthy! :D

Discuss with Darni today, regarding our projects. Damn it, teacher say that if other group member is not going to hand in their work or their work is graded with a shit one, we will all be pull down. Even with me giving a Grade A work, in the end Im still graded a C because of other member's work. Super unfair right? I burn my midnight oils to finish up my work & trying to give a good quality one. But because of others I didnt get the marks of what I suppose to get. I dont bloody hell understand what they trying to do. If you are not interested in studies, then get the hell ass out of sch.

As what mention from Sampat, if this is really the case & we really got a damn C because of this reason, she say she will definitely beat the person up. Lols, haha. I really laugh when I heard this but Im gonna contribute a fist to the person also. Really couldnt stand this la. Hopefully none of this will happen. Because I really dont want a grade C in my GPA, please.

My workpiece!

My doing!

Papa biggest smile.

Papa's birthday.

Christina's birthday.

1:06 am

♥ Tuesday, 12 January 2010

Kawaii-Ness ♥

14 January 2010.

I dont know what happen to the blogger. Because it seems so tough for me to upload one photo. It takes a few minutes to upload one! When actually in the past I will only have to wait for secs? This make me super reluctant to upload more pics la, Sorry ppl.

Okay, Im here again to update abit on this rot blog.

I can only say that Im living with stress every single day now. Thats all. But of course theres also some small little things that brighten up my days. I have the sweetest Thai pig to bring the Oreo Cheesecake all the way from tampines to choa chu kang here. Lols, haha. Whats more, he bake it by himself. Is a belated birthday present from him. Although hes late but again, is the heart that counts. Thats enough, lols hhaha. Etc, etc, etc ^^

I have got my long waited Volleyball training yesterday! I waited for damn hell long & finally theres one. Although it clash with my work schedule but for the sake of volleyball, I skip my work. Lols, haha. & I didnt regret it, in fact I enjoy yesterday training to the max. With my crazy team mates, whahhaha. But I only hope that training dont crash with my work again, please. Its not possible for me to skip work on every tues.. Okay, nice new batch of girls we have, one pretty good in skills. We will all strive hard for the upcoming inter ite! & lastly, I LOVE VOLLEYBALL! ((:

Best thing, Weiwei is discharged from her hospital! I went over to collect her today! Hell happy, hell miss her. & she's back now, wooot! Hahaha. Worst thing, I skip sch today. Mc & medicines for me. But someone is shit-er, she got two days mc. Damn it, should have ask for two days also. Asshole. I really hope that I can graduate soon, please. I cant wait to leave this hell sch, really.

Side note: I got my French Connection watch already! LOL! Super in love with those blings. Next target, Burberry nova check wallet. ;D

I guess thats abt it. Will update again when I have the time, GoodBye!

Photos of our LifeSkills Project work ; 23 Dec 2009.

苦中一点甜, :D

11:14 pm

♥ Wednesday, 6 January 2010

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Here to update my bloggie.

Actually nothing much to post. Because Im too lazy to actually write what exactly happen this few days. Plus I wont de going in details for my everyday life anymore. Life will be much busy for me during this term because I really got alot of deadline to meet. I dont know why but this term seems short to me. I have got projectS, mock testS, role play, written examS with all the memorize work (of the whole textbook!), shopping for Chinese New Year. Time is definitely not enough for me again. Im sososo stressed up now, really ))):

With regards to this few days, got to thanks my sch cliques for chipping in a birthday present for me. Frankly speaking, I was quite upset & disappointed when Da ge spoke with me regarding this matter. But never mind, its all over now. Thank you all, lols. Butbutbut I wanna complain, WHY MY BIRTHDAY CARD NO BLING ONE?! Backside de. School nowadays are all filled with stress & peer pressure only. I guess is only when there is Jiahao & raymond's presence then everything seems better. Obviously, with their endless joke. Lols, haha.

& lastly, I MISS MY LOVES! All my six loves. I miss the outings & laughter with them, damn it. Was alone boarding the bus today to sch. & theres one whole grp of teenagers sitting behind, talking like theres only them in the bus. Laughing away happily. Apparently, the scene is soo familiar. Lols, haha. Because Ang JiaJie also talk like he owns the bus when we were all behind! Then we were all laughing behind. I miss that luhs. Miss hiensianbio goody peepo also. I know Im ridiculous because sch term just start not long & just saw them not long. But! Jiu shi like that lo.. haha. &&& of course, hell miss Weiwei la! BOOOO! )):

I guess we need to take more grp photos! SEE THIS?!
I GOT TO RE-USE! CHEY!

Please let me undergo all this smoothly.
Meeting all the deadline with pretty work.

&& Sch holiday please come again soon!

10:56 pm

♥ Sunday, 3 January 2010

Kawaii-Ness ♥

I spend super long time uploading all these photos la! Various ppl trancing various god! But I might have missed out one or two ppl or god lo. Anyway just enjoy la, its all my effort! Lols, haha. But pardon me because photos are all not in order. There are all from different days for different events, sorry ppl. If I am to make it all in order I will go crazy, so for my sake okay? Lols, haha. If you notice, the Lian Hua San Tai Zi & Shan Cai Tong Zi all got their own part with all their photos luhs.

Firstly, because I think the girl trancing Sin Cai Ya super cool. Although I know there are girls trancing zaizai but it never once occur in my tua. Too bad I didnt get to see her trance in my own eyes. Till now I havent get to see any girl trancing zaizai in my own eyes yet luhs. Im going to make it come true, wait! Lols, haha. Secondly, the Lian Huey is my super love! Lols, haha. Reading my previous post you will know why. HE HE, :D

There are also photos of 02Jan de luhs, when the all seven of us went east coast for cycling. Lols, haha. Enjoy the pics. Lovessssssss!

The various ppl trancing various god.

Shan Cai Tong Zi.

Lian Hua San Tai Zi, ((:

Outing with loves, 02/01/2010.

I enjoy my this holiday! ^^ But sch re-opens tml, ))):

10:53 pm