Till now Im still pondering crying over them. I miss them, super. Tears couldnt stop once I think of them. What can I do? Wanted to start studying for my test. But Im too tired to even start. My eyes are really tired but I cant bring myself to sleep. This is indeed a big blow to me..I will still tend to think, are they okay now? Can they adapt to the new environment? Will the owner be patience enough to coax them? When can I get to see them again? Thinking that this time they are really not with us le. They are super scare of stranger & unfamiliar places. This time round, those strangers are taking to somewher else that they have never go before. & this is the bloody first time that not any of us is with them. They are alone outside with those strangers. I can really imgaine the scenes now. They will be at a corner hiding. Their tail will definitely be pointing downwards. & They will be shivering like hell.Walking towards the kitchen, looking at the place where bobby's cage used to be. When bobby used to stand up striaght hoping that any of us are in a good mood enough to let him out to play. But its all gone now. & sweetie lying down under my com chair then I will tends to step on her accidentally when I leave. But still she will follow me out the room. Im only left with ah bui now & Ah bui is only left with me. Her papa mama is gone.. Im so sorry, sorry.Tears are the slient language of grief.
May 2009
