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♥ Friday, 27 November 2009
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FYI, Im Christina Ang here. Yes, Im here to blog le. Firstly, I would want to express my gratitude to everyone that took the effort to cheer me up. Reallyreally a big thanks to you all. Speical thanks to Bestbest & Jiajie luhs. Thank you thank you, theres no other word that I could say other than thank you. I know all of you would want me to be the ever smiling & happy girl again. But seriously I still need time.
But definitely I wont be like the past few days that have been living with my tears. I have decided to give myself & auntie a veryvery last chance to mend everything again. I just want to give each other a chance more to understand & give in to each other more. Butbut this will really be the final chance because I didnt want everytime hearing upon her saying we didnt treat her like our auntie. It really rather heartbreaking & disappointed to hear this again & again. If this last chance didnt work out then everything shall end, I didnt want us to hurt by it again & again.
Regarding, my dogs. Theres still time when tears lingering in my eyes when I think of them. But I really need time to get this off. I need time to get them to settle down in my mind. & I really cant get myself to be alone, because all memories will went in & out then follow by tears. What can I thanks of, is I still got ah bui. Ah bui here to go through all this with me, I will be extra doting her. This is what I can mend for sending Bobby & sweetie away. I can only do by treating their only daughter here to be good. I can say, till now Im still missing them like hell. I wish they are by my side now & I could hug them like the past..