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♥ Sunday, 29 November 2009

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Alright, Im here to update a proper post lo. Once again ppl, no worry uhs. Im alright & I will be fine. Just give me some time, ((:

I shall post happening from Fri, because days before Fri isnt anything much to blog that I doesnt wish to talk. Mayb theres only one particular thing that I can say? Which is, TohGekSai dance shuffle on the bus in front of all the passenger. That really make me laugh out loud, lols haha. Yeah I know they are good, trying to cheer me up. Plus Ah hai's cold joke. & yes, I finish my HRA test. Im sure I can get a pass but not to the extent of scoring in it lo..

Fri, a Hari raya haji right? Public holiday, went out with mummy to celebrate bro's birthday. We have our Sakae sushi for dinner, movie of Hua Mu Lan followed by ARCADE! Lols, haha. Okay, I can only say arcade is the place you really can vent your everything out. You will be so happy after all the playing. Ppl, you can try. Lols, haha. Aftermath, home sweet home lo.

Sat, papa got a outing with Uncle Daniel & co. at east coast. They are swimming, BBQ-ing, camping over there. They asked me to tagged along, but I rejected it. Stay at home, until pig asked me out for dinner. Nehneh tagged along with us! Lols, haha. Okay, it has been quite some time when I last see them lo. Yes, I do miss them. Miss those laughters, jokes & funs that we ever have. But our this meet up I realise something.. Yes, something.

Headed home after the dinner but mins later Im out of hse again. Went over to Kranji Farm Resort again. Biao shu wanted to talk with me but I rejected the heart to heart talk. Because he wants to talk abt dogs. & I cant. Im still not ready enough to talk openly abt it, so please dont blame me. Im not trying to be rude or what. & again, ppl there is making an effort to make me happy. I can see, thanks I appreciated it. Home sweet home at only 3plus..

Sun, meet up with cousins at JP regarding my cousin's wedding. I will be the sister for the bride. Its my first time, so pardon me if I dont know anything or not to of any help. Discuss alot abt it, those games to prank on the groom & the brothers. Lols, haha. I guess it will be sososo fun but also it will be sososo tired. Because its from 6am in the morning to night. & I got to wake up like even earlier to prepare everything, gosh. I will have to be in a tip top condition to be the sister, my first time luhs. Lols, hhaha.

Aftermath, shopping! I bought a pair of heels to pamper myself. Havent been pampering myself since a long time also. Yesyesyes, lols haha. (To someone particular, go ahead & copy what I have again. Continue lo, you will only be the shadow of me. Not me.) Home sweet home & prepare for the wedding dinner. Indian wedding dinner from one of my tua member. The food dont really suits us, - . - In the end, we leave early & went over to Geylang for a proper meal. Frog porridge, nicenice. But I didnt eat much also. Im just soso full.. Thennnn, home sweet home lo. & is here now to blog! Lols, haha.

Thats abt it luhs. Off to sleep le! Next week will be a super busy week lo, I will post again as soon as Im free. So stay tuned for more updates! ((: Butbutbut, it seems that my tagboard is always the same old ppl! Chey! The others only know how to read freefree, chicken backside la. BOOO!

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Day by day, step by step.
Every thing will be mend.

11:50 pm

♥ Friday, 27 November 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

FYI, Im Christina Ang here. Yes, Im here to blog le. Firstly, I would want to express my gratitude to everyone that took the effort to cheer me up. Reallyreally a big thanks to you all. Speical thanks to Bestbest & Jiajie luhs. Thank you thank you, theres no other word that I could say other than thank you. I know all of you would want me to be the ever smiling & happy girl again. But seriously I still need time.

But definitely I wont be like the past few days that have been living with my tears. I have decided to give myself & auntie a veryvery last chance to mend everything again. I just want to give each other a chance more to understand & give in to each other more. Butbut this will really be the final chance because I didnt want everytime hearing upon her saying we didnt treat her like our auntie. It really rather heartbreaking & disappointed to hear this again & again. If this last chance didnt work out then everything shall end, I didnt want us to hurt by it again & again.

Regarding, my dogs. Theres still time when tears lingering in my eyes when I think of them. But I really need time to get this off. I need time to get them to settle down in my mind. & I really cant get myself to be alone, because all memories will went in & out then follow by tears. What can I thanks of, is I still got ah bui. Ah bui here to go through all this with me, I will be extra doting her. This is what I can mend for sending Bobby & sweetie away. I can only do by treating their only daughter here to be good. I can say, till now Im still missing them like hell. I wish they are by my side now & I could hug them like the past..

How are you?

宝贝s, I miss you );

1:34 pm

♥ Wednesday, 25 November 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

FYI: I'm not Christina Ang but please put in an effort to tag her on her tagboard which is available on the left (unless you're blind) to make her happy! Tag the sweetest note ever you can think of. But I'm still the sweetest to log in her blogger & blog this. (anyway I'm the only person who knows her password!) *evil grin*

And yes, I cannot find any way to cheer you up so I'm trying this! I bet every friend or even every person who knows that you're unhappy will wish that you'll be able to brighten up, of course not leaving out me lar. I'm the best of the best and the super duper best one, (so I think it's time to upgrade myself again wahahahahahaha.)

No matter you smile like this,

Or this,

Or like that,

Or even this!

You still look super pretty & cute ok! (this time dont have ji cute yi xia~) LOL!

But of course, get rid of those swollen eyes!!!!!!! You know, swollen eyes make you look FATTER. So stop crying because definitely crying can't solve anything! You got to work this out without tears & be strong enough ok! I know you think that nobody will stand in your shoes & think, nobody understands you but think again, have you ever opened up your heart to anyone in order for them to understand you? :)

And you have a busy schedule, not that you don't have one. You got to handle your car practicals, your school work, your upcoming tests/exams, your job, and I know you for so long, do you really think you can be hardworking enough to still share part of the household chores? Ok, perhaps for 1 month, 2 months, or even 3 months. What about a few years? When you get tired of it? When you get lazy of doing these things? Think again. And dear, I'm sure Sweetie & Bobby want you to be happy too. And remember, cold war doesnt solve anything too!

Anyway! I'll wait for the smile to be back and the lovely, lively ANG XUEER to be back! I may not be a good counsellor or a good listener but whenever you need a listening ear, remember that someone will always be there! Because you know how much I love you darling. ^^

- Your bestbest, Joey Tan.

3:04 pm

♥ Monday, 23 November 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Currently is in school now. Suppose to study my HRA, but Im too upset to get anything in. So decided to blog..

I cry to sleep last night all the way till midnight when everyone else is in their room sleeping?, how wonderful. Woke up late in the morning today. The moment I wake up I start tearing again. Because sweetie isnt there to stretch herself to reach for me. I walk towards the kitchen then the bathroom to bathe, couldnt control again. In front of the mirror preparing saw my damn swollen eye & decided to wear specs & pin my hair up. Used the com, saw auntie's bro's blog. Cry to the max until I couldnt catch my breathe. Heard papa's voice in his room when Im preparing to leave hse.

I fasten my pace kiss Goodbye ah bui & get myself out of the hse asap. Reach bus stop, started to day dream staring in the air like dumb. Up the bus thinking non-stop, weeping away again. To the bus interchange while waiting for bus, is still wiping my tears trying to be so nature that no one knows abt it. Up the bus again, the whole journey, tears just roll down non-stop. Meanwhile, was texting with auntie. She was asking me If Im going back to eat.

I think very long & decided to ask her to bring sweetie & bobby back. I promise her that I will do everything I can to help her with the housechores. I told her that she could just demand me do any single shit & I wont show a black face. I said that there will be more time for me to help her in the holidays. I pleased her beg her, saying that I really dont bear to be apart with my dogs. But in return, was a Cant. They choose not to believe what I say.. & rejected me.

Despite of me schooling & working for my own income both at the same time, coping with all the tests & projects, BBDC with those stressful prac. I still decided to give in my remaining rest time to help out in the housework. But Im not trusted. & was being blame that I didnt take my auntie to be treated as a stepmother of mine. I was told off that I treated her like a maid. I was told that I treat the dogs better then baby. To the max, everything seems to be Im in the fault.

Slowly through this four or more years, auntie, bro & I have built up a certain relationship. But through this years we have always the same problems. When bro & I are like two useless bum to her when we cant or wont do anything to help her in the housework. But I got to say, for the past 10 over years, with my mother, both bro & I didnt have to lay a single hand on the housechores. To the max we will only have to wash our school shoes & iron our own uniform. Towards auntie, I believe bro & I have already try to do & do whatever we was told to. Although theres time we will dillydally can avoid try to avoid but we will still do it.

I understand my auntie that as a woman, she got no proper wedding done no wedding grown to be wore. I understand as a woman she will want to have a baby with her love one. I understand it all, I try to dote her as much as I can. I will remember her birthday & try to be in a nicest way that it could be when I know my papa isnt a romantic guy that wont plan or do any single shit. I guess afterall I treat my mother like a maid more then I treat my auntie. This way I was told that Im only thinking abt compare my auntie's bad with my mother. In the same way, she's only looking in our bad. When bro & I couldnt help in the housework treating her like a maid.

I dont know, whatever I said. Im told that Im only looking in my shoes. Have you ever stand in my shoes & look at how I will feel also? I guess the ever blissful person now is the baby. He has such a wonderful complete & loving family. Irregardless whether is it only among our family or outside. He is just so loved by everyone. Ah bui, bro & I have ended up with a broken family.. Is there anything mend to our hearts? Every single ppl in this world are just looking things from their shoes. Like what I am now also.. Mayb she have her point of view & she thinks that she is right. Im alright & is used to it. We have conflicts regarding this issue not once not twice but alot.

& thats it. I will be so independent in the future. & I believe I will be so alone at home now until my bro is back.. But bro is also neglecting me at times. So I really left with ah bui at home. Believe it or not, I didnt blame anyone for all this. I got to blame myself for being such a useless bum only. Its rather heart break to have all this conflict with her. I tot she understand me, I tot all along she have not been thinking that Im treating her like a maid. But its wasnt all what I think.

But definitely I will think that you are not responsible enough for your acts. Because you are the one that wanted papa to bring them for you. Yet now you are the one sending them away. With whatever reason that you are sending off the fact is you did. I know that you will be as devasted as I am. But the fact is you are still cruel enough to contact those ppl & really send them off. The fact is the fact, theres nothing to deny.

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By right I should have publish out this post when Im in class in the afternoon. Its now 11pm, Im just back from work & is done with the littlelittle housework of mine littlelittle world at home. I dont know if Im right to publish this out. But mayb Im in the wrong so be it. & just continue to be the one here sprouting nonsense. Days will be even more lonely now. Because more & more loves are leaving from my world. Out of my world & out they go.

I cant imgaine

how my life will be..

1:33 pm

♥ Sunday, 22 November 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Till now Im still pondering crying over them. I miss them, super. Tears couldnt stop once I think of them. What can I do? Wanted to start studying for my test. But Im too tired to even start. My eyes are really tired but I cant bring myself to sleep. This is indeed a big blow to me..

I will still tend to think, are they okay now? Can they adapt to the new environment? Will the owner be patience enough to coax them? When can I get to see them again? Thinking that this time they are really not with us le. They are super scare of stranger & unfamiliar places. This time round, those strangers are taking to somewher else that they have never go before. & this is the bloody first time that not any of us is with them. They are alone outside with those strangers. I can really imgaine the scenes now. They will be at a corner hiding. Their tail will definitely be pointing downwards. & They will be shivering like hell.

Walking towards the kitchen, looking at the place where bobby's cage used to be. When bobby used to stand up striaght hoping that any of us are in a good mood enough to let him out to play. But its all gone now. & sweetie lying down under my com chair then I will tends to step on her accidentally when I leave. But still she will follow me out the room. Im only left with ah bui now & Ah bui is only left with me. Her papa mama is gone.. Im so sorry, sorry.

Tears are the slient language of grief.

10:15 pm

♥

Kawaii-Ness ♥

At this moment, Im tearing like a retard. Like a fcuking retard. Because there are some idiots here to bring my dogs away. Yet theres nothing I can do, only hide inside the room & start crying. I dont even have the courage to have a last sight of them, Im just that useless. I know that if Im to go out & send them off I will be crying even worst then I am now, so Im really not that cruel not to have a last sight of you all. Please understand me..

宝贝s, definitely I will miss you. You will always be remembered by me. Although Im no longer there to be with you until your death when I will always ask myself what will happen if one day you all are gone.. But please remember me, remember me that loves you & not the one that doesnt wants you. Please dont blame me, Im not feeling good deep down in my heart also. Four years isnt long or either is it short but you two has always been there with me, every single day. Is definitely heart break enough to lose you. Im lost too..

Every corner of this hse are traces of them which Im sure will rake all those memories up. Theres thousand of thing gushing in & out of my mind but I couldnt express all out.. First I lost my complete family, now I lost you two. I know there will be more coming. But I seriously dont know how long I will take to recover from this. But I guess I need somewher else to heal, for sure not in this hse.

I know what cause this. & I will forever remember. I didnt blame anyone when people start saying me love my dog dote my dog more then my baby. There are really alot more which I dont wish to bring it up here. Never mind, whatever it is. I must think that is my fault. Because I couldnt take care of them. If I can they can just stay with me. But Im just that useless. Goodbye my loves, once again Im really sorry. I can only hope that you two will remember that Im once your owner. & by hook or crook, theres chances for us to come again I hope you remember me.. Or mayb you should start forgetting us to make your life easier there? ))))))))):

Tears are the words that the heart cant be express.

Its always so painful to send your loves one away.

Goodbye.

6:05 pm

♥ Saturday, 21 November 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Helloooo! Finally Im here to blog lo. Sorry to keep you all waiting uhs. Have been super busy with school, work, car prac, birthday celebrations and all la. I can only give you all a brief summary uhs. Because I seriously cant remember those things happen on a which day of the week luhs, lols haha.

Okay, remember intend to stay at home but Biao shu came over to fetch me & off we went to Laosantua. Stay there till 4plus then home sweet home. Sunday, stay at home in the afternoon. Wanted to go Grandparents hse to visit them de because Im starting to miss them superduper much.. But I woke up late & papa has already left to their hse, so I miss it again. Papa bought back food for me in the night then fetch me over to Sampat hse to do our SVE role play. Guess what? We end up talking for the whole night until midnight. & didnt practise till anything. But the talk was a heart to heart nice talk. ((:

Monday, sch as usual. Dismiss at 3pm, head to BBDC with derrick & sampat to have my practical. I saw Jiajie there! Lols, haha. We were texting, knowing that he will be there. But I just didnt see him at first. Even though he at last told me that he saw me & called for me. Just that I didnt answer, but the fact is I really didnt heard him calling. Never mind, I went for my prac. The instructor drive me out of BBDC. The moment I reach outside, car stopped for other car & I saw Jiajie on my left! Was just on my left! Lols, haha. How wonderful.

Finish lesson & head to Sampat's hse for some real rehearsal for our role play. We did rehearsal to our best & memorise all our lines as much as we can. Half way through I pop out saying lets fgo Xing Wan after this. Lols, haha. Super steady her to agree with me & we did really head to yew tee's Xing Wang. Back to Sampat's hse again & back to the role play. Until 12plus, I couldnt take it any further. Home sweet home, lols hahha. Hoping that the next day role play will be a successful one.

Tues, sch as usual. Having our role play, wasnt a successful one for the both of us. Get super low marks only, 63? Terrible, how to maintain my 3.5 de GPA? Chicken backside. Anyway, forget abt it. Presentation or role play isnt for me, I screw up all. )): Dismiss at 5pm, then work. Knock off at 9plus? If I remember correctly la? Lols, hhaha.

Remember this? If we were my loyal reader, you will ((:

This time round Nehnehpok & I realise someone add in the lizard.

& wrote Xiao Ge pointed towards it. Lols, hahha! EXTRA!

My art work on TohGekSai's hand. LOL HAHA! Tattoo artist okay?!

& for your information, he really go home in this state. LOL!

One of Jia hao's nonsense again, hahaha.

Wed, schsch & dismiss at 3pm. Sampat, Dage & I went over to West mall to get Da jie's belated birthday present. & also Jojo's upcoming birthday. Which is actually today la~ Lols, ahaha. Aftermath, back to Sampat's hse to have the presents pack & cards to be written. Have super lots of fun okay!

Da ge, sampat & I planned the small surprised that we going to give to Nehnehpok on friday lo. Plus with a stupidstupid ass present that she have to open. We took alot of newspaper & make it into a ball when inside we only put one sweet while the other one is with the real present. We took nehnehpok de present to camwhore & to play with volleyball. Lols, haha. Super fun okay.

Once a volleyball player, always a volleyball player. LOL HAHA!

Thurs, sch as usual. We ask along Ah hai & jia hao to chip in in nehnehpok's birthday present & the cake lo. They agree. Not forgetting Lee kong cheng also! Lols, hahah. We did ask Qi er also, but he fri didnt come - . - So I dont think we will count him in. Went to IMM to get the cake! Super nice one, mango cake lehs! Aftermath, super good girl of me to go work again. Knock off at only 10.30pm! Shag to the max only, super de luhs. Fri, have some conflict among our cliques during the planning of the small surprise. But we still manage to surprise her la. Cam whore & she spend her time opening her present while I eat my cake. LOL!

Then we end everything super nice. Head home to have a short nap then go work, like again uhs? - . - Okay, then knock off at 10pm again. Faster rush home to change & meet up with Da ge, KC & sampat lo. We went over to nehnehpok's hse. Wanting to surprise her again. Seriously, I think she is a superduper blissful girl. When she got all her cliques from sch from DB from outside from her family to surprise her again & again. Envy de luhs~ Lols, haha. Surprise her in success & of course she cried la, haha. We only went home at abt 2plus.. KO very soon when Im done with my stuffs.

Thats all bahs? Not going in details luhs, otherwise I dont know what time can I finish this post. Lols, hahha. Okayokay, I will update again when I got more photos yeah? ((:

Overdue pics ; My Boyfriend! (((:

The cheque she issued me!

Reward for helping her to clip her hair up, lols haha.

Never compare with others.
Because it only reflects

on how down you are..

4:00 pm

♥ Wednesday, 18 November 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Hurhurhur, supposingly I should be updating my bloggie today. But return back late & is superduper tired now. I will then update all of you as soon as possible yeah? Sorry ppl, but just Stay tuned, ((:

Imagine me with short hair. Nice? Lols, haha!

Imy..

11:21 pm

♥ Friday, 13 November 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Hurhur, Im here to post again le. I suppose today isnt a good day for Da ge & me. So must note down right?

Friday, my school clinques almost all didnt turn up for school! Only two of us turn up which is Da ge & of course me la. Lols, hahha. They super chicken backside hors? Actually we intend to do our HRA project after sch today. But end up never again & no one text to apologise or whatsoever. I should have book my practical lesson today.. Like I ownself think too much liao. Jiu I should not have care so much luhs, lols haha. This project we confirm do like shit, sososo many problems with it. Jiu I dont know la. Lifeskills also like that. No one talk abt it le when today is already fri & mon we got to answer teacher on what we are doing. I bet we got nothing to answer her again.

We have our plans for fri saying that we will all be wearing our specs to school & be the group of geeks for today. Who knows? No one turn up, ONLY I STUPIDSTUPID WEAR TO SCH ALONE. Da ge's specs is too tight so he couldnt wear throughout also. So I wear only lo, never mind lo. Today both da ge & I was like so lonely dont know what to do. Early release for SVE but yet we dont know wher to go or what to do. Really sad dao la~ I reallyreally can feel dao the LONELINESS! Lols, hahha. Thanks god I got da ge. I wonder if I also never come, Da ge confirm lonely to the max.

Sampat is because shes having serious headache in the morning luhs. Thats why she couldnt bring herself prepare to school, no blame lo. But must blame her for not telling me! Next time I never go sch or lessons I also dont want tell her liao, hurhur. But jiu I prank her back liao, lols haha. So okay la, I still love her as much as before. Hmmms, as for the rest of them.. Im not sure.. Havent seen Ivy for two days le. & Kc absent himself 4days out of the 5days of school. Cool uhs? - . - Die luhs die luhs, I hope I wont be like this also uhs. Lols, hahha. I follow & learn from Da ge jiu hao. Others got to learn from me, whahahah!

This morning I still text Da ge, nehnehpok & sampat ask them Anyone wanna come save me? Because its raining & theres quite a distance from the bus stop to the sch. Usually they will bring umbrella come out & save me. But I saw the rain like not very heavy le. So the next min I text them again say never mind, no need them to come out save me le. But actually they are not even in school! If I am to ask them to save me, die lo. Can only depend on Da ge la~ Lols, hahah. Stupid dao again la. Like I one person do the talking nia. They dont love me le, )):

Anyway, today Jiahao did something idiot. Lols, haha. Might be causing ah hai to have disciplinary action taken. Fyi, ah hai is raymond luhs. His new name from me. He also got a new name for me, ah dat - . - Ah hai & ah dat okay la, fair enough. Lols, hahha. Hmmms, Jiahao is like so guilty abt it la, hahaha. Shall go back on monday & see what happen luhs. Because Darni say she will call ah hai again abt it, hoho. We will see if what we predict de is true a not, haha.

Sch dismiss at 10plus. Was with Ah hai, Jiahao & averic luhs. Until 11plus then bused home with them. Hmmms, went home prepare myself again. Head to Lot1 with auntie & baby. Went over there to meet boyf! Lols, haha. Finally got the chance to meet my dearest boyf since so long when I last saw her la. Superduper miss her to the max. We did alot of catch ups plus crap, joke, gossip, cam whore until times up for me to go to work luhs. Lols, haha. Boyf issued me a $70 de cheque! I will upload the photos when I got all of it yeah? I love you la, boyf! Miss me hard ar! ((:

Finally this busy week is over, time for recharge. Next week will be a better one yeah? Gonna KO after this post luhs. It have been raining for this past few weeks. Do take good care of your health yeah? Good night ppl! Cover blanket & dont catch a cold! ^^

Yours faithfully.

There's time when

I do feel the loneliness.

10:12 pm

♥ Thursday, 12 November 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Helloooooo! Im finally here to update bloggie lo! Lols, haha. Sorry for the long waiting post, was super busy recently.

Monday, sch as usual. Dismiss sch at 3pm. I think Sampat & I stay back in sch to play vball with TanMianBao. But sampat got to leave early for the sake of her love. Thats why we leave early. Head to Sampat hse first then Home sweet home? Lols, haha. I couldnt remember much luhs. I guess thats abt it for monday.

Tuesday, sch as usual. Head to IMM to have our Mac lunch. Everything was fine, until on the way back when Da ge's driving. I didnt know how he did his turning. I totally lost grip of anything until I head on the car once then bonuce back or what? I tio Ivy's elbow on my head. How nice? One go two hit on the head, left & right. Ivy is laughing like dont know what la. Then I recover from the head shock. I was asking Ivy why she dont feel the pain but is at there laughing till mad. Because I tot I bang head to head with her. But she reply Because my head hit her elbow not her head! That describe why she can laugh till mad luhs, - . - Thats my encounter for the day. Sch dismiss at 5pm. Head striaght to work & knock off at 9plus. Home sweet home aftermath.

Photos taken with Jiahao's geek specs.

Wednesday, sch as usual. Dismiss at 3plus. Went home to prepare for work. Okay, I stupidly BANG my head on the metal part of the dental chair. The metal part of the light when you can shift it to any possible place. Someone shifted the thing & I was just beside it as I wanted to clear the tray on the table. The next moment when I wanna walk to the back KOK, I bring my head to the metal. Super pain, until I went behind to hide awhile. That is a metal thingy, can you imagine & I was turning super fast as I got to get ready all the stuff for the next patient before doctor finish writing patient's card. My second hit.. Knock off at 9plus, home sweet home then.

Thursday, BBDC for practical. 8am lesson is like so damn early for me luhs, but I got to make sure I got a practical at least once in a week. Otherwise I will forget everything & be a noob again. In fact this time round, really proves that one week once also cant. Everything is gone after one week. The lesson was so screwed up at first. & I can say that this is my first lesson that I really go fast in speed. All my previous lesson, I didnt really accelerate alot but is only release & step on it. I didnt make full use of the brake. Till now then I know that this should be the way butbutbut still I dont dare to go fast. I really scare~ Im a weak shit, lols haha.

I SUPERDUPER NEED MORE PRACTISE! Can I have one manual car for me to practise in the cemetery when no one knows? CAN I?! Lols, haha. I really want to praise this instructor. The whole session this particular instructor didnt talk a single shit crap with me! Throughout is teaching me all the basics, I love this kind of teaching when I really can learn. Unlike others, when Im like bringing the instructors for rounding & talking happily inside. I super remember this small conversation that we have during the lesson..

Instructor: Actually you learn things quite fast what. But starting I see you drive really cant. Until the last 45 mins or so you are getting better, improve alot. I even wonders how you clear your last stages.

ChristinaAng: Because I learn fast, forget also very fast.

Is abt this meaning la, not word to word of what he say la~ Just that the instructor keep emphasising Im a fast learner. & say that Im lacking of practise & have to come more frequent. I wish I can but Im super busy with stuffs! With sch, sch tests, sch projects, work & this practical. In addition, the year is ending I will be working more than twice a week now. Im not giving excuses but I will try my best to go as many time as possible alright? & of course not giving up on it no matter how stress I am towards it yeah?

Okay, anyway meet with sampat then head to sch. Dismiss at 4.30pm. Was playing Volleyball with Sampat during our PE lesson. Like finally uhs? Lols, hhaha. Then when I was going to pick up my ball which fly to the court where the guys are playing soccer. I guess Farhana didnt saw me & kick the damn soccer ball which straight strike on my head. HEAD SHOT again okay! I got three head attack for this four days?! I think Im going to be stupid again, damn it.

This belongs to us, ^^

I guess only Jojo & me knows abt this? ((:

Overdue Pics taken on the day when Sampat & I was practising SVE Role Play.

Im not entitled to the good, ):

7:54 pm

♥ Sunday, 8 November 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Helloooooo! Here to update bloggie lo. ((:

The fact is I could only give a brief update & happening luhs. Because nothing is motivating me to blog le.. Plus dont bother to come my blog to look for other ppl's happening. I have learn my lesson & is clever now! ^^ Thursday, sch as usual. After sch head to BBDC for my practical. Not a smooth one. Which makes me think twice whether Im able to continue with it. But till then I still decide to face it luhs, book another lesson on next thurs le. Hope it will be a better one.. After lesson, Sampat come over to meet me. Then both of us head to her hse to practise our role play. Have a great fun over there, home sweet home only at midnight luhs. When theres still sch the next day at 8am.. Lols, haha.

I have been late for the last two or three weeks? The bad is every single time is at least a 30mins late otherwise is skip the first lesson of the day. I got to kick this bad habit off again luhs. Fri, sch. Actually we got to present our role play to Herman. But eventually Sampat & I decide the last night that we dont bring anything to sch. Diedie also dont want to present on fri because we still couldnt memorise on our script well. While everyone dress up themselves for the role play. Which make me somehow abit guilty abt it.. But thank god, we got off with it. The room air con isnt working & teacher release us early. Otherwise those that didnt present will have to deduct marks luhs.

After sch, head over to central to have our lunch. Sumo hse aftermath home sweet home. Took a nap till 4pm & prepare for work. Papa, auntie & baby is going for genting. Which left only bro & me. They didnt bring me go genting )): So bad of them. Hmmms, jiu forget it lo. Sat, wake up & did some housework. Then at night went to yewtee with bro to settle our dinner at KFC. & I asked bro along to the NTUC to get the new pringles. Lols, haha. Yes, my new love. This time round super over. Each of us get two bottle, hahah. I got the shrimp & seaweed which bro got the soft-shell crab & salt & pepper. Shuang dao~ Because I will be able to taste the different flavour ones! hahahah.

During our mini shopping at yewtee, bestbest called. Jio me over to STK Jia Toh. Lols, haha. Didnt intend to go de. But jiu after that they heading to Bernard's birthday chalet & he has been asking me to go. So I went over to look for them lo. We sit there till 11plus then head down to Downtown east for his chalet. Sat there, slack till Biao shu say leave lo. Which is 2plus & reach home at only abt 3am. Thats abt it luhs. Sun, home sweet home throughout. Good girl yeah? I know I am one ((:

Whahahahaha!

Taken from camera. I dont know but this pic looks weird? Lols, haha.
Pink dolpin! One of my love, LOL!

God is fooling with me..

9:42 pm

♥ Wednesday, 4 November 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Hurhurhur, Im here to update bloggie lo. Actuallyactually super dont have the feel to blog de luhs. Because I just wake up not long & super feel to continue my sleep. Butbutbut I still wake up to watch awhile TV then now is here to blog le lo.

I remember I have got tons have things to say. But I guess I have forgetten most of it. Lols, haha. Butbutbut I remember my first experience on road! Okay, Monday was my first practical that goes on road la~ I remember that day was raining heavily. Superduper heavy when I was in sch & my eyelid went twitting since morning & throughout the whole day. So I was telling Sampat & all that I later confirm car accident la, howhowhow. Then Sampat say if car accident call her. She will come help me, lols haha. But actually she want to watch show only.

Went BBDC striaght after sch, I reach there ononon time. Thanks to the shuttle bus la, eat snake. Got to take the shuttle bus because is raining & I dont want to be caught in the rain.. Went to area C to look for my instructor. & the instructor drive me out, while hes driving I veryveryvery honest to tell me that I havent go out on road yet. He was damn shock because I should have be outside on road at the last lesson. His reaction is funny la~ Lols, ahah. Then he drive me to batok then we exchange seats.

Was very lost at first luhs but lucky there is instructor to guide me through. I got to say this instructor also super crap one la. We talk alot of nonsense throughout. Lols, haha. He lead me to Clementi my school there, SIM, Ngee Ann poly & then to the Choa chu kang new ite campus. Then I was asking him whether he is bringing me on a educational tour uhs? & he even said that he wanna bring me to Orchard ION luhs! Lols, haha. Jiu really super funny lo. & I was telling my instructor TML I CAN GO SCH HAO LIAN TO MY FRIENDS LO! Lols, haha. Hao lian that I went till so far! I am really is superduper proud la. First on road lesson I go until so far plus with raining condition! Whahahah!

Then on the way we past Bukit timah road, we saw car accident! But he dont let me see ask me look in front. Then I never lo but when we are nearer to the scene he say Okay la, I let you see abit. Lols, haha. I look to my left & look for it. Indeed theres one on the other side of the road, lols haha. If I were to say theres really too much things to talk in that 1hr 40mins session luhs. Throughout the whole session I was horn by other driver twice & stall engine thrice. I cant recall why the driver horn me on the first time. But the second time is because Im too slow when I start off.

So the driver behind super no patient, horn me lo. My instructor say dont care him. Best is you stall engine then let him wait longer. Lols, haha. Guess what? I really stall engine & he got to wait longer. Jiu dont blame me lo, I not purposely de. But I am really gulity that I made others waited for me luhs. Hmmms, thats abt it le bahs? If Im to continue there wont be an ending, lols haha. Jiu have la, but will end up this post superduper long. Lols, haha.

Tuesday, sch as usual. Something bad happen in school today. Is regarding our class luhs. Jiahao got blow up with some matter. & his case is still under pending now, got to see whats Jiahao's decision lo. Hmmms, is our class really that bad? Most of the lecturers is talking negative stuffs abt us. & I get to know even some of my classmates hate this class. Hmmms, not in terms of to a particular person but I guess is overall la. But I seriously think that my class isnt that bad afterall? Blahblahblah, I dont know.

School ends at 4plus due to the matter. Head to work. & then knock off at 9pm. Went home bathe & prepare again to meet up with Sampat for our Service Excellence Role play thingy. Whole day packed, totally no time to rest. We ended our role play thingy at 11plus 12. Reached home intend to flip through or read abit of my HRA because theres a test the next day. & I totally havent revise a single shit & totally got no idea whats with this modules. I was in front of the com. My papa ask me why still dont want to sleep so late le. I told him I still need to study lehs. He scolded me SHEN JIN, what time already still study. Then I told me no choice lehs, tml test. Butbutbut in the end I still didnt study or even read a single word of my textbook. Lols, haha. I still end up in my bed, lols hahha.

Wednesday, sch as usual. Finish sch at 4pm. Attended a talk.. Is a talk for those ppl that have GPA 3.5 & above. Im one of them so Im involved, ((: Hahaha. But the talk nothing much de luhs. I dont see a point in this talk. So home sweet home aftermath. Actually is meeting Sampat to Suntec but end up I never go. As she got someone else to accompany her. She cheated my feeling, )): Not good right? She will be away during my birthday also. Shes going overseas with her family.. My first year birthday with her but turns out to be she will be away, tao yan ni la!

Lols, haha. Okayokay, thats abt it la. Shall end this here. Good night ppl! ((:

Baby with my 32 mac game label! Lols, hhaha.

Hes having fever due to the eruption of his teeth that explains that thingy on his forehead.

Introducing my new love & my nail art! Nice anot nice anot?! Hahaha.

Okay it seems like I have been having lots of new love uhs?

I miss the Thailand trip.

9:48 pm