Sat, went over to Kranji Farm Resort for prawning session again. This time with BBQ, food prepared by our ppl & all. Alot came along but doesnt matters me. Because is not my entertainment. Not a single prawn at first. After that got one then 3 in a row. Not bad uhs? Was superduper happy. 3 in a row, really is within 5mins? Aftermath zero again luhs. But never mind, the 3 in a row is enough to brighten up my day. Had alot of jokes with Bestbest also. Had 18 mosquito bites also! - . - Killer, super killer mosquito. My leg now is full of mosquito bite. Total 18 & is super itch! Argh!
Sun, meet up with Jiajie, gabriel & co super early. Actually is 10.30am at CCK interchange. But someone overslept & make all late. In the end all wait for me, cant blame me. Blame the one that ask me late leave hse. Headed to SamTiongKeng or should I say DouMuGong? Hmmms, Jiajie wanted to decorate the sedan over there. But fail, because he said theres really very limit then theres nothing much he can do about it. So walked to Ten mile Junction, they wanted to play billard? In the end, Jiawei gave wrong information. Closed down already.
Give wrong route also, make us walk super long. Changed venue to BPP. WE walked around there then headed to Timezone. See them play basketball. Overall winner, Jiajie. Win weiqi & jiawei. & I won a Iced milo from the bet of Jiajie & weiqi. Both say lose one treat me drink. So in any way I got free drink, how nice? Gabriel didnt have chance to play then we are leaving already. Because someone is here to fetch us to the yew keng. Yes, today main programme is the yew keng. Qi ling tan's yew keng. Aftermath, DouMugong again. For Jiuwangye, trancing jiuwangye as they are having meeting regarding their Big day.
The moment I reached there, I saw a familiar her. Seem to be her & indeed is her. First time to see her in real person. She's pretty, she's blissful. I envy her & mayb is jealous of her also? I dont know I feel like Im a nobody compared to them. & saw another he during the yew keng. Another he that I dont know how should I face him.. Again, I have thousands of words to say abt this. But Im not allowed to. Im someone that is always to be keep underground to be keep as a secret. Which equals to I can only keep all everything to myself. Its really very tough.. I dont understand why is it always me to be in this stand.
Why Im not the one that could loudly announce my everything? Can ever one day Im the one that I could announce my everything to ppl? I really wish to because you will never understand how tough is it to keep every single shit down. & is EVERY single shit. Am I such a shame to bring up to everyone? Or Im a big fool that you can fool around with? I dont know, only they got the ans. Today is totally screwed up. Looking at every cruel fact. Why ever does the god want me to face the cruel fact. Why cant I enjoy my Bangkok trip? Home sweet home, I guess ppl can see that Im stressing over every shit.
Stressing over the stuffs to pack for my Bangkok trip, stress over Girlf problem. Everything make me fall. But it seems like no one understand me, not even Yq~ Couldnt blame them also because they didnt know whats happening behind the truth. Seriously, I shouldnt have gone for today's yew keng? When I tried to avoid but still I witness the cruel fact. Can anyone teach me what to do? Theres no one - . - Because I cant consult anyone?! Fine, forget it. COL! ))):
Byeeee! Shall go see what I can do~ Because I dont want to sleep too early! I dont bear to leave here. Argh, Im stupid - . - Take good care ppl. Must miss me uhs.
SAY THAT YOU MISS ME! You are killing me with all the torture.
May 2009
