Yesterday was a screw up day? Hmmms, first of all. I totally forget I have to go over to Jurong point for my flag day. I totallytotally forget abt it. Until sunnychow called me up to ask me abt it then I recall on it. How stupid can this be? Im again useless, still needing ppl around me to remind me. Was so guilty so sorry abt it. But by the time Im awake is already 3plus & the thing ends at 6pm. So I guess theres no point for me to rush down le..Secondly, Im awake with packet food for me. Waiting for me to eat, how nice right? But again this shows im relying on ppl. Lousylousy shit. Then dinner, papa went over to 216 to pack food for us again. Howhowhow nice again? While eating papa was talking to me. Abt car license abt my boyf. Seems that papa is now worried that I dont get a bf le. Will be a Lao Gu Po le~ Lols. We were talking how my boyf should be. He said never ever get one guy that loves to gamble or even gamble. I said is not difficult to get one that doesnt gamble but is difficult to get one that doesnt smoke. & he said smoking is alright. This is when bestbest family came over to my hse & interrupt our conversation le. So we ended this topic. Biao shen asked me go bathe & tagged along to Teck Hong Lao San Tua.Prepare myself & went over there with papa also. Kipsi there then followed by our things. Li ya pek find bestbest, something not good. Then papa keep thinks li ya pek is referring to me that what I know dyed hair one. But the fact it isnt talking abt me is bestbest! Just that is through me know de ppl nia~ keke. Papa wouldnt want to give up on digging out my stuff. What kind of ppl Im mixing outside& all.Im not worry over anything cause I believe I have done nothing wrong or my friends have anything wrong. So I sit down & give Li ya pek count I got what thing do wrong or what luhs. In the end he count that somethings very wrong with my health, )): Asking me questions like, Does my backbone feel pain? Hand will feel cold? Will always feel giddy a not? All yes. Saying when I 25 26 all sickness will sure come after me. Im dying soon! Papa is worried, will bring me to chinese sinseh soon..Li ya pek also said that Im someone with veryveryvery soft ears. Actually whoever knows me will know this. Yes, I agreed I do have a pairs of soft ears. Tend to believe ppl easily, thats why papa is worried that I got cheated easily. But I will learn not to be so soft, Im trying, hard. & Im someone that is stubborn time to time. Got to admit this also, stubborn at times. Stubborn when I think Im right.Said me very curious in things & want to try all of the new things. Then he start to say what his tua encounter before. Saying those super amazing things. He say next time still have will ask me down to see oh, lols. He understand me luhs.. && say Im playful. Ppl asked me out ten times I will go seven times. Three times reject ppl. I told him, this age is like this de bahs? Then still got 3times I will reject ppl very good le. Papa said that reject ppl 3times only I want to proud. Lols, hahha.See, afterall he didnt mention anything abt me doing bad things outside? Like what I told my papa, I outside do what all you know already la. I wont lie you, provided you let me go. Otherwise you forcing me to lie to be rebellious only. Thats all folks.Theres no words that
you can explain - Feeling.
May 2009
