- 22August ; Saturday
Sleep lately last night & managed to wakeup at 12plus, Surprising enough. I dont know just couldnt get into a deep sleep, I guess my brain couldnt stop thinking. Never mind, I just slack my day off with baby, tv & com. Until evening, I prepare myself & get papa to fetch me to Biaoshu's hse first. Because we are heading to hiensianbio tonight!
Waited for Biaoshu & bestbest to be home. & changed to tua's shirt. Headed to taman jurong for dinner then choa chu kang cemetery. This is the first year the hiensianbio's 7th month dua li ji settles at Choa chu kang cemetery but is partly because the government doesnt allow burning at lim chu kang cemetery anymore. Saw the pretty flower lorry & all peeps there. Saw alotalotalot of familiar faces. Theres one I saw yesterday at Gombak de was there also, lols.
Surprising enough to see the noob pig jump la. Stupid guy, he told me he couldnt book out this weekend due to some mistake his bunk mate did. Then early in the afternoon he told me theres a surprise for me but he didnt want to tell me what is it. Im thinking whether is it that he can book out. Indeed Im right, reached choa chu kang cemetery hes already in trancing state le. But is happy for him la, because he was so damn duper sad over it when he know that this weekend he couldnt book out. When he wants to repay his boss for helping him in alot of ways. (((:
Very coincidence that my great grandparents are both buried at the place that we are doing the rituals. & bestbest's great grandfather is buried there also. So wonderful great grandchildren like us went to pray to them first. Okay, we went to light every tomb with candles & joss sticks. We were like climbing hills okay! Is seriously tough with the uneven route & slopes. I swear I was sweating like dog. The sweat could be count as water droplet, lols hahha. But is all worth it luhs, good deed good deed.
After finish lighting all my candles we went in front to do the incense papers. To unpack all the incense paper & throw? it inside. Lols, hahha. Im like buried among those hell notes luhs, super alot. Everywher is incense paper when everyone is throwing it inside. After a long time finally unpack all & start the ritual & burn it off. Super big fire when the coconut tree beside it was burned off also. Everyone have to stand far back as the heat is super strong.
Aftermath, head to lim chu kang cemetery. Start to walk, a superduper long journey? When bestbest & pearlyn said there almost like 2km? Lols, hahha. But we still managed to finish the whole journey. Both ah pek was on the sedan no need to walk a single step, shiok uhs? Lols. Buffet at last then back to tua.
Clear off things & ah pek did abit of ban gong stuffs. Soon Quiya left, leaving noob pig's ah pek behind. Hes settling Gor ya kar things la, scolding~ keke. Meanwhile, some unhappiness thing happened. As usual, ah wee goes crazy. Pushed his wife away & make her falls to the ground hurting herself. Shouted to his mum, banging the god shelves etc. Noob pig's gor dian ah pek end off his scolding of kowtow to the gods. Lots & lots of kowtow. End up hes having headache, blue black & abit of bleeding on his forehead now.
Ah wee went down to the fifth storey not sure of what hes doing over there. Because we didnt follow him down. We went off first, because this is nothing surprising to biaoshu. This is the third time hes seeing this. Its the second time for me to see this also, somehow is scary. But everything will be okay the next day. Headed to 302 for supper, saw alot of familiar faces also. But the only guy I said hello & byebye to is mutu. Lols, ahhah. Then home sweet home le.
I guess I deserve more then this. But you choose to treat me in this way when you are given a chance, to you I feel so inferior. You took this took me for granted. Boy, I wouldnt want to grant myself to you when I know I wont get the love from you. I just want to let you know that I once love you deeply wanting you to be my forever love wanting everyone around to witness our love. We once didnt cherish this relationship. Perhaps we are just fated for & not meant for..
Thanks for proving me the ans.
Thank you love.
May 2009
