Once auntie finish bathing for sweetie, she ran to my room. Seeing me awake she wanna come up my bed also. She jumped up & start sayang me also. Was super sad, tears even more badly. My very last hug for sweetie also. After that, Bobby sweetie & ah bui was all in my room. Papa & auntie was at living room calling them but no one want to go towards them. Usually auntie call them they will be super happy & running towards her. But seriously not this time.
Auntie said that they know whats happening. Thats why they dont want. No matter is who call or how many times they call they just dont want leave my room. Until someone open the drawer that contains their Liuliu de string. Then they start running out, but bobby didnt. They try again then bobby ran out. They help bobby & sweetie to tie the string. After a while papa went down to get his car to fetch the dogs.
Auntie tears badly also. She holding them & came to my room asking me you want to play with them mahs? I shake head, I dont know. I scare at last I dont cant bear to leave them. I shake head & tears eveneven more badly, couldnt even catch my breathe. Try to control it but I cant. Then they bring to my bro to see & off they went out. Now papa is with them~ Bringing them to their new owner. I think papa also tear. Auntie got ask papa again, Ni hai yao gei mahs? Because can see everyone is super sad of it. Couldnt bear to leave them.
But my papa is hard hearted enough, still he wanna give away. I dont know why. Mayb is too much for him. Early in the morning I get this shit. Until now I couldnt get this over, Im still tearing. Thinking of everyevery bits with them. Spending time together with them. Being with them years~ The heart sinking right to the bottom. I will miss them~ Terribly.
From now onwards I dont have to call sweetie into my room to sleep, looking at her dua pai pattern. Sweetie will always act one big shot whenever I call her in to sleep. Bobby wont be waking up me in the morning when my alarm rings & Im still on my bed. Bobby wont be able to Lu me le, wont have the chance to sayang me. Sweetie wont have the chance to let me sayang her stomach lo. Sweetie wont be able to play with my legs whenever I wake up in the morning & wanna get down to the floor. I wont have the chance to call them baobei when I reach home. They wont be looking at me innocently.
I wont be accidentally stepping on sweetie when she sleeps under my com chair. They wont be barking when strangers walk past. Sweetie & bobby wont be able to walk & dance with me. I wont be wiping sweetie & bobby 's poo & pee. Wont be scolding them for peeing around. They wont have to chance to welcome me back home. They wont take my bed & sleep like its theirs bed. I wont have the chances to play with them le. They wont be waiting for me to make their food. They wont have the chances to look at us eating le. Sweetie & bobby wont be standing upright to my com chair asking me to play with them le..
I wont be able to take their photos anymore, they wont turn away from me when taking photos also le. No more stupid stunts to see. No more barking from them. Wont be able to disturb them anymore. Wont be looking at them sleeping anymore. They wont be using the pity look to ask me for food anymore. Wont be looking at them yawning & playing. They wont shen lan yao with me le. I wont have to call them anymore & they wont be running towards me anymore!
We have super lots of memories together, theres no way I can finish talking abt their stuffs. Everything is over, our fate ends at here. Hoping that they could adapt well in the new environment with the new owner. Hoping the new owner could treat them good & dote & love them. Thank god I still have ah bui around with me. To the at least I still have ah bui their daughter with me. I guess ah bui isnt feeling good also. Out of sudden, she will be alone without their parents around. We all are not feeling good, seriously not good.
Baobeis, must be guaiguai with your new owner okay? Please understand that I never want to ditch you away never ever bear to to leave you. Im still loving you deeply, missing you deeply. I swear I never forget having you around before. But Im seriously sorry that I couldnt do anything. Sorry that I couldnt have you by my side until you are old. Please dont blame me. Must always eat your food uhs, dont throw temper & attitude then later throw up gastric juice. Sweetie must be careful of your asthma attack uhs. Thank you love, thanks for all the laughter you given us. Thanks for all those memories. Babys, take good cares. I always love you all.. )':
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In the end this day still arrives.
Having to be apart with my loves.
Utterly disappointed & upset.
So sorry~
Pardon me for the shit eng.
I really dont know how to describe everything now.
My papa is back with sweetie! I dont know why & I dont know when also. Until I heard sweetie barks & quickly went out of my room to check! Indeed shes back. She saw me & run towards me, hug her tightly.. My papa just now came back home I didnt bother to check on him. So I didnt know sweetie is back! I guess my papa couldnt bear to leave her? Or mayb some other day then send her off? I dont know. But anyway sweetie is back home. Is only Bobby~ Hes not back. Bobby tends to pee around in the hse. Even put him in the cage he can also pee abt giving attitude.
So thats the reason why is out of three the first one to be given away is definitely bobby~ Without him Im also feeling bad~ Actually can say the whole family I dote Bobby the most. No one wants to take bobby in to their room to sleep in the night but I do. I guess most of time only I bother abt bobby. Long time ago papa say wanna send Bobby off le. Because of me then drag until now de. But I still couldnt save him, im useless. I dont know what I can say, but seriously sorry bobby. Giving bobby alone away Im feeling more hurt more pain...
- Edited ; 2.25pm
ARGH! BOBBY IS BACK ALSO! I didnt know bobby is back also! Until I finish the post & went out of my room to the kitchen! Im grining right now! Super relieved! Gosh, my papa still dont bear to leave them. Dont bear to be apart with them. Now all is back to my side! Thank god la! I LOVE MY PAPA LA! LOVE BOBBY & SWEETIE ALSO! LOVE THEM ALL! ^^
May 2009
