- 19June ; Friday
Hurhurhur, DB Sea Training. Wasnt in a very good mood today. Hmmms, auntie wake me up in the morning at around 11plus when I sleep at 4plus last night. Wake me up to look after baby while she go market to do some stock up. So I went over to papa's room looking after the baby lo. Once auntie went out baby wake up, no chance for me to sleep.
Baby keep wanna play, no choice got to play with him. All the while until auntie come back from limbang at around 1plus. & Im late for the meet up with Jojo, sampat & Angda lo. Msg Jojo saying I will be late lo since my auntie bought me lunch le so Im eating at home while they meet out to eat first lo.
Okay, all ready at abt 2plus. Went out, reached bus stop. Angda called me ask wher am I, told him Im waiting for bus to Choa Chu Kang le. Then he say dont go Choa chu kang go Yew tee. They wanna go Yew tee eat. Hang the phone & Jojo's call come. Told me the same thing so head to the opposite bus stop to bused to Yew tee. Firstly too lazy to walk, having serious stomach cramp first day, already at bus stop le. So might as well take bus.
Reach Yew tee, they didnt told me wher to wait. So Im alone waiting at the control station for abt 15mins? Standing with the cramp, seriously so painful. Woke up in the morning didnt feel like going training also but I still persevere. Until Jojo msg me wher am I. Reply her control station but I think somehow the msg couldnt be delivered to her phone.
So Angda called me ask wher am I. Then they are at Burger king eating when I dont know anything. Walked to Burger king & waited for them to finish their lunch lo. I think somehow I affect their mood also. Didnt talk much at all. I dont know? It seem that all those shit feeling is coming back. I dont know why also. I dont know how to mix with them anymore. Im so into my own world now, all alone by myself.. Not even with Sampat anymore.
Okay, headed to Kallang after that. Row & row & row. Until 5plus, bathe & took our jersey. Super sexy Jersey, lols hahah. Because is too big, the smallest size is M. hhaha, no choice inside got to wear a tube or whatsoever. Hmmms, then walked to kallang nearby coffee shop to have our dinner with Rafie, Jojo & Huijia. While Sampat & Angda thinking whether to go a not, aiya dont know them luhs.
But at last they still join us for dinner & reach earlier than us - . - Okay, finished dinner then home sweet home. Biaoshu, Ah hock, Ahting & bestbest is in my hse. Lols, nothing much. Went home did my nails then KO. Thats it.
I dont know how to describe. I dont like this feeling, isnt feeling very good being alone being a nobody. Mayb everything is just too sudden. Time goes by I will learn to be more independent. Seriously, I believe I got to learn this. Theres too many words in my heart but kept it deep down by myself will be better bahs? Lols, alright enough of such emos. Again, I will walk out of this (((:
Sorry guys If I ever affect any of your mood, (((: Forgive me yeah.
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The only virtual world that is with me.
May 2009
